I keep being asked what I want for the holiday season. Well, I want my family to be normal. I want my sister back. My father to stop yelling. My mother to be well. I want to cry less. I want to be stronger. I want to stop having anxiety attack late at night when no one is around. I want to be able to express my qualms without being judged. I want to feel unconditional and unadulterated love and acceptance.
I want friends. I want compassion. I want to be noticed.
I need to get a real job so I can stop crying over expensive lingerie and start crying in expensive lingerie